Back to the basics

For quite a long time recently I was down because I felt I can't draw at all. I shade, sometimes color, but I'm not able to make a whole drawing look properly. And than I got this brilliant and so original idea - if you can't do it - learn it. So I'm back to the basics. Reading tutorials, looking at the photos, references, amazing arts and thinking how it's made and trying to remember as much as I can. And then create and repeat repeat repeat. This is the video of how I was trying to learn drawing the realistic eye. Still have problems with eyelashes orz